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An incidental allusion, in a letter of 1857,[2] shows that he had come to look upon a belief in design and a belief in natural selection as alternatives, and mutually exclusive. But here Darwin began to realize the contradiction in which he was involved. On the one side his theory was opposed to Paley's, on the other it was saturated with teleology. "The endless beautiful adaptations which we everywhere meet with,[3] the extreme difficulty, or rather impossibility, of conceiving this immense and wonderful universe, including man with his capacity of looking far backward and far into futurity, as the result of blind chance or necessity,"[4] the fact that "the mind refuses to look at this universe, being what it is, without having been designed"[5]—these had to be set off against "the difficulty from the immense amount of suffering,[6] and the a priori unlikelihood that an omniscient Being should have willed the world as we know it. In 1860, the year after the publication of the "Origin of Species," Darwin had reached the stage of utter bewilderment:
And in an earlier letter of the same year he says:
Elsewhere he says of this suggestion, "I am aware it is not logical with reference to an omniscient Deity."[9]