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BLEAK HOUSE.
He pursued this fancy with the lightest foot over a variety of ground, and made us all merry ; though again he seemed to have as serious a meaning in what he said as he was capable of having. I left them still listening to him, when I withdrew to attend to my new duties. They had occupied me for some time, and I was passing through the passages on my return with my basket of keys on my arm, when Mr. Jarndyce called me into a small room next his bedchamber, which I found to be in part a little library of books and papers, and in part quite a little museum of his boots and shoes, and hat-boxes.
“Sit down, my dear,” said Mr. Jarndyce. “This, you must know, is the Growlery. When I am out of humour, I come and growl here.”
“You must be here very seldom, sir,” said I.
“O, you don′t know me !” he returned. “When I am deceived or disappointed in—the wind, and it′s Easterly, I take refuge here. The Growlery is the best used room in the house. You are not aware of half my humours yet. My dear, how you are trembling !”
I could not help it : I tried very hard : but being alone with that benevolent presence, and meeting his kind eyes, and feeling so happy, and so honored there, and my heart so full
I kissed his hand. I don′t know what I said, or even that I spoke. He was disconcerted, and walked to the window ; I almost believed with an intention of jumping out, until he turned, and I was reassured by seeing in his eyes what he had gone there to hide. He gently patted me on the head, and I sat down.
“There ! There !” " he said. “That′s over. Pooh ! Don′t be foolish.”